welcome to day one

This is the first time i have ever written a blog didn't really know what it was all about but i kinda need to get some stuff outa my head and down somewhere else so where else than a blog ah

haven't long got divorced and then i got back with my ex hubsand thinking that it was all change lepords and spots and all then guess what he hasn't changed at all really the more the days go by the more he turns back into the man i left all that time ago.

You might ask why i don't end it but i have been there too on my own with a family to support and it isn't easy to do it on your own and yes i can hear you saying that that isn't the best reason to stay with someone just because it isn't easy to be on your own but things aren'y all that black and white are emotions and realationships are complicated aren't they.

i want to be with this man about ten percent of the time and i don't for the rest there's much more bad than good and he just doesn't seem to get it it all goes right over the top of his head how bad it all is.

i finished my moan for today and i will elaborate more next time on all the ups and downs thanks for listening